I first noticed I was living with depression when......

I realised, it doesn't matter how much my friends love me, how much time we spend together, I can never be fully happy for some reason. And I found out that coz of me they feel blue too.

@Laura
when I was standing in the shop looking for something to eat and I noticed that I eat more sweets and I'm laying in bed a lot, cause I'm so tired. In that moment I remember telling my classmate that I feel sick resently, blankly and sad, like something's wrong. also I noticed that i'm indifferent to contact people. that was it.

@Laura I started having suicidal thoughts

When my grandparents passed away

Im phsyically and emotionally in pain and cant get out of bed. When I find every excuse to not hang out with my friends. When I have to go to Family things and all I want to do is stay at home and sleep because being in bed makes me feel better than anything else.

I couldnt find the motivation and strength to get out of bed, for anything.

Once I learned what executive dysfunction is and how it was affecting me. There's nothing worse than laying in bed thinking "here I go! time to get up! 3.. 2.. 1.. go!" and just... laying there still as a board.

My friend just said I should see a professional. I also am feeling too sad too often for reasons that arent worth it.

I realized I was living with depression when I started losing hope for everything and anything that I used to love.

When the voices in my head told me I wasnt worth it.