I first noticed I was living with depression when......

I couldnt stop crying.

I started feeling worthless of myself and hopeless of my future and I was never gonna find happiness.

When I noticed that I was inside dead while the darkness is slowly swolling me..

When I couldnt find the energy to leave the house for a week, but I couldnt sleep. I completely shut down. I cancelled all the plans Id made because I couldnt work up the courage to go out with friends. I felt so disconnected from everything, like there was a muffling wall between me and and the rest of the world.

All I felt is depression.. all I can feel is sadness.. all I feel is loneliness.. 😔

when even thinking about getting out of bed started to seem like an impossible task and when I started to cry for unknown reasons and at any given moment in any place I would find myself in.

I couldnt sleep, nor get out of bed.

Crying all the time, believing that things would never get better

When I realised how tiring it was going through the day "being happy". When all i wanted was to be alone, sleep, and cry.

When I only moved from bed to lay down on the couch for 3 months. Literally nothing else.