I first noticed I was living with depression when......

I first noticed I was depressed in 2015 by ex daughter in law ridiculing me daily.

When I knew I was adoptee...life changed

i first noticed it when things started losing meaning...

when by the time i got home every day i couldn't bring myself to do homework or shower or do anything except cry and sleep

When I realized that all the things that meant so much to me before meant nothing to me now. When I realized that not even being surrounded by my family made me truly happy or even content. When the things that used to make me smile before make me feel empty now.

I first noticed when everything important to me lost meaning. All the things I loved to do didn

Suddenly I leave eating properly. I started eating less and I had not got proper sleep too. I used to spend my nights awake and crying.

When I slowly began to draw a way from my friends and feel 'sad' forever. When I could no longer get happiness out of any things I normally would. There is only one thing I can enjoy, and no one seems to understand why..

When I started to hate and not care for the things I loved.

When I withdrew from my friends and was asked why I wasn't talking with them anymore. All I wanted to do was listen to music and be alone.