I'm feeling a bit better

Yesterday, I was really at my lowest. I've been keeping it all to myself for months but I finally had the courage to open up to one of my closest friends. I've always considered talking to her but she's offline most of the time and I don't know where to find her. Also, I've stated in my last post that I don't want to drain the people around me for sharing my problems to them. Fortunately, I was able to talk to her last night. I never got any bad judgement from her. She just let me let it all out and tried to comfort me afterwards. It honestly was kind of a relief when she told me that it's okay for me to open up. She also told me to put myself first and worry about the others after I fix myself. I have realized so many things. I am feeling a bit better but I am not yet recovered. I have been hurting for so long and recovery will not last over a night. I just had the urge to post this to convince myself to keep going and to also convince the other people who's letting their emotions take over them to fight back to it.