Longing after death of a loved one

Ill meet you at the great divide where stars have fallen. Where a last glance of your face can be seen. At a point where both of us collide with our warm hands touching. I will breakthrough until I can see you again. Your face gets lost in my far memory. Until I run to you and hide behind your glorious veil. See my love. See my desire.

Let me see through your eyes the love you have bestowed upon me. Let me run and chase you to the ends of the galaxy. Let me carry on even after your death. Hand me the courage of the black holes that I may never falter. God, Mom I miss you so much.

Death is a once in a lifetime gift. But not for me for I have died a thousand times. Of every grief and pain that I have felt, oh how I long for you. I break into pieces every day in the faintest breath even after you have taught me the courage of the stars. From your mouth came the beauty of life, from your eyes came the shadow of desperation. Let the universe witness the love that once was broken and was never found again.

Hear my heart and hear my mind through the vacuum of space. Let the planets align, let the stars fall down, let the galaxies exist in order for me to feel you. Shine away your light so I could come close. In small steps I try until I take leaps of faith to you.

I couldnt help but wonder what is needed to be sacrificed to be with you again. What shall be done, where shall I go. Let your memory guide me to where we were. How rare it is to feel such joy to reminisce what we once were.

Let me see you one more time by my eyes. I pray to the heavenly to conspire in my shortness of breath so I could explain the infinite. Oh how beautiful it is to exist.