My depression...
So to start off I'll tell you that I have been depressed since 6th grade, 8th grade I started cutting, I stopped cutting for my ex and cutted ever so often by ,my junior year I had to stop cutting for my boyfriend because it scares him cause he thinks I will kill myself. So recently I have been just going to school then going to work then going to sleep only eating one meal a day. The reason I'm depressed is because my family... I'm always the target and I never get a break when I'm trying to do my school work at school I get texts saying that I need an attitude adjustment and that I need to get my priorities straight and that everything is my boyfriend and my fault when it's not we stick to ourselves. My family constantly brings me down and my sister hits me. I can't confront them without getting yelled at... I have tried.. They make me want to die. And to make my depression worse, i don't get to see my boyfriend a lot he is just the one who drives me everywhere and actually gets me things.. He provides for me more than my own family. I have no where to live besides at my house but I don't know how much I can take. Please help me if u have questions I'll answersthem..
I'm sorry your going through all this. It must be extremely hard on you. Have you thought about moving in with your boyfriend. I'm glad you at least have his support. I suffer from depression as well so if you want to message me I would be happy to help
I can't move in with him till I'm 18 which is in another year being without him is killing me
I'm sorry things are so hard on you right now. Just know that you are not alone and you are worth fighting for even if it is you who does the fighting.
Thanks I would message you but I don't see u in messaging.. My depression hits me hard at random parts of my days and it sucks so bad cause I want to cry but don't want anyone to know I'm depressed besides my boyfriendboyfriend
I'm really wanting to die today. I want to drink and smoke cigarettes.. I don't even drink or smoke... I'm just really pissed and depressed
Please don't! You should live! It's worth fighting for
My days just get worse and worse...
It sounds like you have a lot of stress in your life. It also sounds like your family might not understand your situation. I think it is the most hard when your own family are the ones being bullies. Especially since so many cultures put it out that that you have to be happy and perfect.
You are exactly right.. The only ones I can actually be happy with is my boyfriend and his family they are the only ones who don't make me feel like a pos and they don't yell at me they support me
my friend if you need to talk . our listeners are trained and experienced and they can really help you out ..
and plz dont worry there is solution to every problem... we are all warriors and our constant battle is against out own life . our little hurdles .. my friend . i can try to imagine your situation ,its very hard when your own family members fail to understand us. well if u trust me we can surely talk sometime .. hugs from sam
Thank you Sam I am a bit shaken up today cause my boyfriends dog snapped at me I'll pm u later
I can't pm you cause I'm 17..
ok dats bad .. anyways dont worry wait for a few days if u can.. ive already applied for to become a teen listener .lets c how fast they accepts it .. i will surely try my best to help you out. .
in the mean time .. i will request you to do those things what u really love to . for for in my case i love music .. try to keep your self distracted . and busy .. dont worry.. you are my sister .. and i will see how you can be helped ..
and if u can check out this link it might help you out
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiCrniLQGYc
I always listen to halestorm and shinedown
