One relationship in my life that makes me sad is......
My marriage.
With myself I don't do anything all day I just lay in bed and sulk no motivation to do anything.
Probably the relationship with my father. There wont ever be one no matter what I do. Im not sure how to feel about that.
Myself. There are points when I like myself. I like who I am as a person. I know I have a kind heart. But there are other times where I totally hate myself. I feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault. I beat myself up over the smallest things. I feel like i cant do anything right and i think that im just not good enough. It's frustrating.
My sister. She died recently and I wish I had a better relationship with her
My relationship (or lack of) with my grandmother. She is turning 70 and now has dementia. I have not regularly called her since I have been a child because my mom always avoided speaking with them for some reason, and growing up I always felt weird about that. Now she has dementia and may not remember me at all, and has not ever gotten to meet my 1 year old daughter. My grandmother lives states from me and I have only met her 3 times, I love her and my grandpa so deeply. I always have. I can not muster up the strength to call them now because I know I'll cry so much but I feel like my grandpa does not need to hear that right now. He is the sole caretaker of my grandma. My grandma lived a very health conscious life and took good care of herself, and is diagnosed so young with dementia. Life seems so unfair sometimes. I worry that she is scared.
Every relationship that I ever went through.
Friendship.
Romance.
Family.
One relationship that makes me sad is with my mother. I am a codependent and have tried to make her happy. She is not happy or content and has been waiting about 30 years to die. I have lived far away for about 24 years and do my best to take care of her long distance. I know now that I cannot make her or anyone else happy. But it makes me feel sad.
@amusingHouse3672 I hope you have been able to get away from that. We have to be able to remain on our own paths....❤️
the one i've always wanted but never had. the only one that matters. the special one i will never have. i basically have no meaningful relationships anymore. almost everyone i used to know found the love that i can't have and moved on with life.
@hollowman84
This is an amazing answer. Thank you for posting it.
@hollowman84
Perhaps there is hope, for as long as we are alive there is hope, that is what i used to believe and want to believe again.
My best friend, if I can still call her that, and I'd relationship appears to be one sided.
@Nahomony Same here
@Nahomony I know how that feels 😞
