One relationship in my life that makes me sad is......

My relationship with my fiancé. Seems as though we take 2 steps forward and 5 steps back

With my mom. We are at a point of of talking when we have to, sadly, its the best we have ever got along.

My first boyfriend. He was emotionally abusive and broke me.

My mom. I know she loves me, but she has never understood my problems with anxiety, and doesn't seem to want to. She just gets angry at me, and says I'm running her life and the rest of the family's life. I always feel like I'm disappointing her. She has a tendency to cut people out of her life, and I'm sure one day she will do the same to me.

With my husband. Things have changed and I don

My husband. He puts me down constantly, then gets angry that I have no self esteem. And other than him, I don't really feel like I have relationships. Sure I know people, but not a single person I can reach out to.

Parents. I didn

My Daughter

My parents: they dont ever listen to try to understand me. so they dont understand and they get upset. and thats okay

My friends: i feel like i everything i do is out of love, but they dont ever appreciate it or recipricate the loveback. much less when i need something (rare) they never come thru. and thats okay too.

My parents. I wish I can be more open to them and I wish they can be more open to me. Were a small and cold household