One relationship in my life that makes me sad is......

@Laura My mom.

Is with myself. I want to be more loving to myself and maintain self respect.

My relationship with my father. He cares and abusive. I'm scared but I felt bad for leaving him. I feel so guilty it's eating me inside.

My relationship with a former friend MA. My friendship with him ended at the tail end of July. He seemed at first to be a great listener and I could identify with him having anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. However, I later found out that his anxiety is not the same as mine, we have vastly different moral beliefs, and it seemed like he would twist anything I said to him around and use it against me later as an excuse to end the friendship.

I believe now that I was friends with who I thought he was, not who he became.

My cousin and me. We're like really tight siblings, no one could tear us apart when we were kids but after I moved to live with my family. We both grew up and many changes happen to both of us but for me I still felt that sibling bond we had as kids. But now, I'm nothing but a tool used to be relied on and that's it. Always asked to help out and such but the next day I'm avoided by them like the plauge. It hurt more that there's time where I can't help them and still be ignore. I tried and I'm always rejected.

Putting my family and friends though my stuff. It's heartbreaking to know my family worry about me

NO IDEA.

I basically have none to be sad about at this point. I really dont have any friends anymore. I got nobody outside family who loves me. Theres nobody n my family who i can really talk to. Just a therapist whom i pay to listen to me for an hour once a week. I am all alone.

all of my relationships. No one believes me and everyone assumes I lie all the time. Every person makes me feel stupid and small.

with my sister. We are so alike yet so different in so many ways. When we are friends, we are best friends. When we fight, we are complete strangers. 💔