One thing I feel sad about right now is....
The fact that you can be the best of friends with someone,but then it all changes in the blink of an eye.And you know in your heart itll never be the same with that person again no matter how much you loved them! And when you think of them all you feel is confusion and mixed emotions.. and you wonder and hope that maybe just maybe theres room for being hopeful that one day you might have them back in your life once more
people will get tired of me
I'm a braindead idiot who can't find the right words to express my thoughts. I can't even talk with Noni very well. I'm useless.
my relationship with my bf
Basically, my good name being dragged through the mud. People believing things that they shouldn't especially when its all a lie. I'm sorry but making me look bad is not the way to go. Doesn"t say much about you now does it?
Not being able to talk to people
I'm completely isolated and alone and I have no way to change it. My mental illness makes me unable to go out and meet people, and even if i did get friends I'd only end up avoiding them and not seeing them, so they'd get tired of trying
The way people can be mean sometimes
Being lonely all the time.
I made a post on reddit a few hours ago seeking advice for something that was giving me anxiety. In hindsight, it was nothing worth posting about but I just wanted some support and advice. The replies I got back, werent too bad, but they made me feel very judged. One person said that how I was feeling was very weird and totally ignored any of the questions I had asked, and another comment just plainly said, You need therapy. Thats it, no kind suggestions or anything. Its like all they did was skim the post and write down their first initial thought. Im so done going on the website. Nothing but a bunch of good for nothings over there. I feel so belittled and sad now, like someone picked me up and tossed me away to the side to rot. I guess this is what I get for showing a little vulnerability on the internet.
@purplesloth that's sad to hear, people can be horrible. I hope you don't let it get to you. I know it's easier said than done, but those people probably don't know how to empathise or understand what you're going through.
If I commented on something I had no idea about - but you knew everything about - you probably wouldn't take me very seriously. So why take them seriously? They know nothing about what you're going through.
@wittyLake513
I know but still. Its hard to ignore because I keep replaying the feeling I had when I first read the comments on my post. My friend tried to make me feel better and cheer me up and it worked for a little while, but now Im still feeling a bit down. Im probably going to do some meditation to ease my emotions. Thank you for your advice though, I appreciate it.