One thing I feel sad about right now is....

One thing I feel sad about right now is that I feel like I'm losing a part of myself - the strong, happy, confident, relaxed, peaceful part of me that I once was. I am now weaker, unhappy, anxious, stressed and I don't know how to stop this from happening.

That a Kpop Idol committed suicide yesterday at the age of 27

How about one thing I feel fucking nuclear angry about?????..

It's how listeners abandon you like a piece of shit!!

Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and OVER again, I've complained about this problem. And yet it's happened again!! And yeah, even though the name will be deleted, here it is

caringGrotto96

Worthless piece of shit!! I'm having a major anger trigger episode now and I've never had that problem until I became a part of this community. It's created problems for me, not helped!! And I asked and BEGGED for help in this matter and NO ONE cares!! Nothing is ever done about it!!!! I'm sick and fucking tired of spilling my soul and having it shit on like this!!

Fuck everybody!!!,

My moms not doing any better

My medical condition of crohns and fistulas.

Because of my anxiety, both social and general, Im afraid that Ive isolated myself and Ill never have friends again

How everyone seems to turn their back on you when you need them the most. When you are 'okay', people are only too happy to talk but when you show any sign of being upset, they run away!

I starve myself of the help and attention I need because of self loathing and unworthiness and I hate it

Myself. I hate myself in so many ways and I can never do anything right...

My weakness.