One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I'm not really even sure. Everything is going good but I'm just not happy with my life even thought I know I should be.
@sensitiveOrange8304 Sometimes I feel like that too.
I feel sad that I am wasting a lot of my time. I know it ..... and I am doing notthing about it.
One major thing that I am sad about and have been sad about is that I moved 45mins away from where I had all my friends and my life basically situated and now I feel like I have lost the great relationships I've had with them. We still talk buy it's not the same and they never come see me. There is always a reason why. And because I finished my last year of school out of state I didn't have time to make friends. (Which is really hard for me to do anyways)
For quitting my job 2 weeks ago. Granted they were working me to death and I never saw my family but we couldve used the extra income.
I'm always feeling lonely and that feeling has made me be alone. People whom I once called friends are gone and I'm left here drowning. I just want someone to save me before I fall apart.... Is that to much to ask for?!?!
I know all my problems and suffering are supposed to prepare me for something greater, but I dont know why that means its okay to feel like I have nothing to look forward to. Im not suicidal, but I feel like everything would be better if I was dead.
Not being able to undo the past and how affects the present
The fact that i didnt notice my boyfriends insecurities
I have an appointment in 2 hours to do major trauma work and I am already starting to dissasociate. I refuse to self sabatoge but i cant stop this :(
Today my best friend told me that he thinks he's gay. I'm so, so proud of him and I will support him, no matter what. Still I'm kind of sad, because I've had a crush on him for the past few years. Feeling really confused now. I mean, he is going to stay my best friend and I really don't care about his sexuality, but, you know, it's hard to accept that him and I are never going to end up together. Still I'm proud of him and I want to be there for him, even if it's "just" as a friend. It's just really, rwally confusing right now...I don't know...
