One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I feel sad that I love my job and bust my butt at work to get everything done, but lately it feels like I'm taking flack from all directions. My boss and others told me I was too quiet in the beginning and so people thought I didn't like them or wasn't friendly because I'm more reserved. They encouraged me to socialize more to become part of the family, so I have been, slowly but surely. So many people have told me that they really enjoy talking to me and have told me how cool of a person I am and they never would have known.... but now I've had two people make comments about me socializing, which everyone does here throughout the day. I still don't do it as much as others because I'm still pretty socially awkward and I've been depressed which makes me withdraw more so hearing this is just adding to the negative stuff I've already been feeling and I just feel like I can't win.
One thing I feel sad about right now is being depressed/alone/sick.
I can't keep myself together. When Everything seem to work out, one thing happens and I'm back at where I started. I do want to get help like a therapist but I find it so scary. Like where do I start? How do I find one? I find it really hard to open up to people I don't know. So telling my struggles to a therapist is such a big thing for me. I have always learned to keep my tears to myself because no one would care about them, thats what i have been told often. Now I'm so used to keeping it to myself I don't even know how I will ever be able to open up to someone. But I just feel like I need to because it's not making me happy ignoring everything in my mind.
@Rosa1305 hey ur post was me 2 years ago! Now after fighting and telling anyone who will listen about my problems i have counselling set up to start withing the next 4 months. I have had my first appointment with a psychiatric doctor for my medication ti be reviewd and i no how a care worker!
My point is dont leave it to late to ask for helo i did and it was so hard to come back from to be able to get myself the support i needed!
If deep down u know it will help please go. It is hard but talking about it is such a relief to say the words out loud xx
i feel like i'm just barely scraping by. i'm 17 and i don't know what this feeling i'm always feeling is. it's not sadness because trust me i'd rather be sad. it's the feeling you get from being clueless about everything. i've been asked for my plans of the future and i feel that i'm always disappointing someone. i just really don't like myself right now and it seems hopless almost for me to get on a motivating path to do anything really
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@powerfulSail5769
Ever thought, maybe their not good enough for you?
That the only way I can live my day normally is by being busy. If even a moment goes by idly..Or you lose focus..The day just spirals down from there
I feel sad because i love someaone who doesnt love me. She is one of my best friends and and I cant come up with all my feels to her. It would destroy our friendship. I am bisexual but its hard to come up with this. Our friendship means to me a lot and I dont wanna lose her.
Being there for someone and caring more for someone but not getting anything back
@keano i know how you feel. it
One of the things I feel sad about is that I can't get a hold of my life. Feels that everything else around me influences it but I cant do a thing. Trying to sush the low moods with binge shopping and eating biscuits and chocolate up to a point of sick. Dissapointed with myself.
@unassumingGrapes7266 i feel you
I im sad because i feel like im stuck in a deep deep hole that i could never get out of and i feel lost in life.
@Coconut8345. That is hard. I feel for you.
