One thing I feel sad about right now is....

The fact that I am still holding on. The fact that I havent cone to realization of what can happen if I stay on this highway to hell with the devil

I'm losing my marriage. I have fought so hard but i feel so stupid, because my spouse is very abusive. I should have never gotten in this situation, let alone fought to save it.

I currently feel sad about how I use my grandmother for money. I feel so guilty that whenever I need something she always gives it to me and I take without hesitation. I know she is giving it to me but I still feel bad about it.

My overall state of mind. I had a bad reaction to a medication that has made me extremely anxious and it isn't getting any better even though I'm off the med now.

My life being devoid of rl friends

I haven't been as good a teacher for my students as I could be. I haven't planned, prepped, or given enough time feedback.

Being away from my fiancée the second I left her today I started crying my eyes out

I miss my mom.

I can't tell my ex that I love him (we're friends, and he's the only friend I can't)

How everything catches up to me out of nowhere when I am finally doing well