One way my depression is impacting my daily life is....
It gets in the way of forming relationships. Pulls me back. Negative thoughts get in the way.
It pulls me away from the people I am closest to. I think because they are the hidest to hide things from... I want to be honest with them, but yet I just can't... so I avoid them and cause a lot of tension between my closest friends and family members.
I isolate myself from people.
I just always want to disappear.
I can't focus on anything.
I feel like I'm in a fog.
When the depression clears for a day or even a moment, I see things so clearly and vividly and it feels so strange, yet I have such an appreciation for these moments.
It makes me feel like the rest of the world is moving all around me, but I am staying still.
I wish Am good enough for him.. I miss him all the time i never intended to lose him..I'd rather die than losing him..
I can't move on,i tried but I failed
He said you love too much for your own good! What does that mean! Am blaming myself day and night.can't even sleep peacefully
This broke up destroyed me like never..i need help please i feel like am dying slowly everyday :(
The dishes are piled up, the laundry is everywhere, and the trash is overflowing, and I just want to be in bed.
It affects my memories.
Special events are ruined because I can't be happy.
makes me feel very sensible when other people make bad comments about me if I'm happy and someone tells me that I'm fat and ugly is like ok I really don't care but when I'm depressed this kind of comments can make me cry. Other thing is that depression impacts me in my daily motivation.
Over thinking and keeping stuff to myself
Sometimes it affects my scheduals, like i could care less if i make it on time or even get out of bed. It makes it hard for people to count on me to be there...
my boyfriend and i try to have normal conversations. when he is happy, i feel awful because i am so morose and it affects him. i can tell when i make him feel bad because the light goes out in his eyes and he won't talk. and i know it's my fault but i'm never sure what to do or say to make it up to him.