Someone who really hate their own self
First off.... I have a lot of traits that makes people feels annoyed. I refused to express my thoughts most of the time... well even if someone ask me to I don't even know what I should say.I always overthinking and tends to blame everything to myself. I apologize a lot. Ioverthinking about everything to the point that I think that all people might just hate me but pretends to acts normal.
I know this is bad and unhealthy but the situation around me just makes me feel like that evenmore. Friends refuse to sayanything to me and even tell me to stop thinking. But it's not that easy if someone ever experience it.I always feel uneasy or anxiety for the rest of the day that I would be on bed all day didn't have enegy to do anything. But most people would find it to be annoying for not getting over it I guess... Even when I tried to distract myself I can't even stop thinking or feeling uneasiness. I don't know what to do about it anymore.
Your not alone. I feel the same way. Stay strong and keep your head up
Have you thought about pulling your friends to the side and maybe talking to them about your situation? That way the ball will be in their court. If they don't want to talk about then that is their problem.
I wanted to, butI think I'll be ignored..... which already has happened as I expected.
hey dont worry my friend .. the best way to know what your friends are thinking is to tell it what u have in your heart . just have the courage and do it .. i was really and introvert moreorless had the same thing what you are suffering now . but trust me once i started speaking up .. lol im n extrovert now .. see basic thing is this .it your life and it dosnt matterres if they think or not think .. it wont change u right .. my frnd. u can do it .. just hit it .
take care god bless
Thank you for your advice. I told her... I really did,andI got silence as an answer. I not sureif I says something wrong.I feel like she evenignored the subject on purpose. Thatmakes me feels down bit.
I agree with Sam, tell someone. If your friends don't help, find new ones who actually care about your well-being. Try your best to not stay silent and NEVER STAY IN BED. Hold on to your concern, and try to turn that into even a shrivel of motivation.I know it is difficult, but you have to get out of that bed and fight it. Others can help, even the strangers on this website can help. Try to find your encouragement, your motivation. Motivation is key, and other people can help you use it.
wow .. i must appreciate .. you rightly pointed out "motivation is the key" ..
thanxfor the help ..
Yes I do tell herabout how I feel.I try and did it more often becauseI also thinks that this is better than stay silent.But every time I speak it out italways ends with an awkward silence. I don't know what my friend is thinking or how she feels. And after I give her some times and ask her about it she completely ignore the subject. I wonder if I says something wrong. And thank you for your advices I really appreciate it. I'm happy just to hear there're someone that is similar to me.
