Venting
I go out with friends, I go on romantic dates to push down the loneliness, I try hard at work to help clients as much as possible . I make an effort to improve my life but why do I feel like everything is pointless, why do I hurt myself to feel okay . Why do I still have those bad thoughts telling me I quite before things get bad. I don't know what to do
I wouldn't be surprised if being depressed for a long time has made self-degradation and telling yourself to quit a habit. You may be healthier than you were before, but a full recovery takes a lot of time. I'm proud of you for working so hard on improving yourself.
Hi! Thank you for taking a few minutes to share your story with us. It's very hard to sometimes. It sounds like you are doing what you can to make your life bareable and it's not really helping. I know that might make you feel a little bit hopeless. I'm not sure what I can say to help you feel better, but I am around if you ever want to chat. I hope you feel better very soon and good luck.
@HiMisterKyle I understand how hard it can be to accept yourself and not be afraid of challenges. You just need to relax and see things for what they are