You can rant here
I know how it feels sometimes when you just want to rant, but don't know who to talk too or even if they will care. Well I care. You're not alone! Please feel free to say whats been on your mind lately, if you want someone to talk too or just want to rant away. I will listen.
I feel so stupid. My friend took a lost newborn kitten off my hands because she had the time to care for it the way it needed till it was big enough to get adopted. It died on Friday and I didn't know because I hadn't checked my email, so the news hit me a little harder than I expected when I saw the messages this morning. I'm mostly feeling stupid because I sent a text asking how the kitten was just as I opened my email...
I mean, we both admitted that we weren't sure how long the kitten would last since even the one that I rescued with it hadn't survived the day even though I kept it warm and well fed on KMR. I know I shouldn't feel so guilty because I did the best I could, and my friend lost sleep to feed the kitten every two to three hours and kept it warm and comfortable.
I NEED HUMAN INTERACTION. Or people interaction. But for like a maximum of 2 hours. I went shopping today because it's too quiet in the house with me by myself. I think I should go to the library. I need to finish my hw. It's awfully quiet here. XD
@tealBear2472 I can relate to this. I now work from home and so my human interaction is limited, except what I do for work, on the phone. I sometimes just need to be around people, even if I'm not engaged. Going to the library is a great place to be, not only because of the atmosphere, but also because there are people who might be like minded for you to interact with. Get out and enjoy yourself. There are a lot of places you can do your homework.
@sincereOcean4592 That's exactly how I was feeling 
@sincereOcean4592 Will take the advice to get out and enjoy myself. It feels good to get the reminder. Ty!
@tealBear2472 you will find balance and the right people, keep making steady progress my friend <3
This probably sounds stupid, but my mom tried showing affection to me and I just backed away. I feel disrespectful and she did it in front of our family so... I might have or have not hinted that I have a bad relationship with my mom. I might get one heck of a guilt trip tonight. Thanks a lot me.
That voice inside my head saying to binge eat and I hate myself when I give into it!!! What is wrong with me? I hate this problem. Please go away forever. I wish I never started hiding food. I can't stop. Just want to cry.
@dancinggirl2
Stay strong! I had a similar... issue, and let me tell you, once you stop yourself once, the second time will be harder and the third even harder... But, in my experience, if you stick with it it becomes easier. A lot easier. I hope you have a wonderful day/ night. And I hope I gave you a teeny bit of hope.
@Skunko, thank you so much.
@dancinggirl2
Stay strong! I had a similar... issue, and let me tell you, once you stop yourself once, the second time will be harder and the third even harder... But, in my experience, if you stick with it it becomes easier. A lot easier. I hope you have a wonderful day/ night. And I hope I gave you a teeny bit of hope.
I firat joined 7 cups because I was so close to ending my life. I constantly feel alone and that no one cares about me I feel unlovable and I feel like I'm just a burden to everyone around me. my relationships never last because I'm always too clingy too jealous and they never seem to love me the way that I love them I don't know what to do.
@170402
I came to 7 cups for the same reasons why you did, just it was a few years ago. The guy I chatted with kept me from something done, so 7 cups is always in my heart.
Something I have noticed, especially when I am in my blackest moods is that time seems to crystallize at that moment, all of my despair comes to a head, and that's what I remember!
When I am not in that mood I realize that time is fluid and changes by the moment and there is no "crystalized" moment to remember. That's why I think black moments are the most memorable and the most disabling.
So, what am I saying? I dunno, these are just truths that I have found. If the resonate, apply them in your life. They brought some order to mine, I hope yours too.
I am about to turn 21. Every year around birthdays I'm sent into a blind panic around my shortcomings and failure to grow up more.
On one hand, I feel like I've matured faster than some people in my the range. Outwardly, I'm pretty stable and measured. My friends seem to feel comfortable coming to me for advice or asking for my input, but inwardly I'm a disaster. I'm a community college dropout, I'm autistic, I'm the child,of narcissists (I'm no contact with my mom) from generations of dysfunction, I've moved into an urban area that is frankly uncomfortable for me (to live with my girlfriend), and frankly I'm not well equipped for the city, and as a consequence have really struggled in finding a job. Going outside is often a sort of assault on my senses and I feel like a leech. She's been supporting me and she's dealing with her own depression and trauma, and I don't know how to improve this situation. Two of my five friends have just kinda stopped talking to me with little explanation, and the person who I thought was my closest and friend has consistently left me on read, so it feels like my support network has just evaporated on me. I'm anxious constantly around the seemingly inevitable environmental collapse, like I just can't stop thinking about it. I've got a wall, I haven't been like this since I was living with my mother and I,don't know what to do anymore.
Im having a tough time getting myself up. Im laying in my bed crying. I cant eat or anything. Im really having a hard time right now.
@Sweetluv it's ok, it happens. I'm sorry you're going through this. <3
Can someone please help me? I've been dealing with depression for the past 5 years but the last one and a half years have become especially worse. I'm studying dentistry but I rarely ever go to college now. A couple of times a month is the max I'm able to do. I'm afraid they're gonna fail me or something. And the thought of it is giving me so much anxiety that I'm getting anxiety attacks, which are getting so bad that I barely have any energy left in me to get up and go.
I want to get better, but I'm not able to. I'd really appreciate if someone could give me any suggestions or tips to help me out.
I have 1 friend, but he live 70 kilometers away and we see each other only about once a month. I try to make new friends, but I don't have much time in a week, so the visits are few and far apart. Actually I do have another friend, but he is dyslexic, is an introvert, is generally quite strange and I haven't seen him in a couple of months. I get really lonely sometimes. It also doesn't help that I'm homeschooled. You kinda lose some social skills being in homeschool because you don't often see children your age. I used to have a few more friends, but the way the crime and politics are going, everyone's moved away. Even my crush.
Crap.
My life is going perfect. I'm getting good grades, set out to do really well in my tests this year and get an amazing place at my next school. I have a girlfreind I love very much and who I know (deep down) loves me the same way.
So why am I so depressed all the time? I feel unbearably selfish. I need constant comfirmation that I am loved and apreaciated and I'm really fed up of it. I want to wake up tomorrow morning and be happy. Why me? Why did it have to me to have panic attacks and scars and depression.
Life isn't fair and I'm mad at it, but at the same time nothing about life is actually going wrong.
I'm sick of being dragged into the toxic relationship with my fam or anyone. I wanna be alone. I was A grade student but everyone puts me down and now I don't even see myself as worth anything neither wanna work for it. I'm so demotivated. idk life is kinda tuff bt I really don't know hw to handle this. it's just so so heavy sometimes. dealng with depression and anxiety and maintaining this fake image in fear of getting judged and feeling so unloved is overwhelming. and I don't know anymore duhh