You can rant here
I know how it feels sometimes when you just want to rant, but don't know who to talk too or even if they will care. Well I care. You're not alone! Please feel free to say whats been on your mind lately, if you want someone to talk too or just want to rant away. I will listen.
I wish my family and I had a better living situation . . . our
@Rebekahwriter13
Hey I hope everything get better for you soon and all your hopes and dreams come true for you and your loved ones. May your days become easier. ❤️
@RainyMemory97im very embarrassed
Holidays suck in my family. My younger brother acts like a jerk every year. One year he stormed out because our mom wnted to take a picture of him. The tree ended up on the floor. Holidays suck. This year its a bit harder. I had a dog, but we gave him away two days ago. We live in an apartment and i'm the only one who would take care of him. Like my mom would take him on a walk and give him lunch, but i would wake up early in the morning to take him out to do his business at like 4 am and then take him around the block at 7am before work and giv him his breakfast. Then when i'd get home at like 7pm from my second job i would take him for another walk, give him dinner, than take him for another walk at 9:30 pm. Mind you, my younger brother is home before me and wouldn't take him out.
I'd get angry at the dog. I wouldn't hurt him, i wouldn never hurt him, but i'd get angry or frustrated becuse he wouldn't listen and I think its because he was just another person or another thing that just wouldn't listen to me.
I think he deserves to be with people who aren't so broken like me. A place with kids that he can run around with, a yard he can roam free in. I think i need to get help before i can have an animal. i do miss him though, but at the same time i don't.
@ARK2013
When I abondoned my last dog, a night before he was looking at me sadly, telling me: "I know what you are about to do...", he knew it and I saw it in his eyes...
@longlongwinter sorry you went through this...
@ARK2013 i am so sorry you went trough this... the same thing happens to me(almost because i dont have a second job). We have rabbids but no-one takes care of them although they say they love them...They leave them like that...i said to give them to someone and they started crying... they are like hypocrites because when you love someone you do ACTIONS and not talk...
Today I feel the loneliness so deeply. That sense that there's nowhere I do belong nor I've a clue where I even would belong. Where's my place. I try to be happy and some moments I even succeed. People are very good to me yet no one gets near me and really sees this all that's going on with me. Am not even sure whether I could show it to anyone so I bottle it all up and spend days trying to just get by. I wrote a letter to my mom just recently. I broke down in tears afterwards.Someone gave me the most tasty gingerbread cookies ever so that's what am doing this evening. Munching on them cookies, allowing myself to feel, not run from all these heavy emotions that has gripped me so tightly. Embracing. Deep down I believe that there's a place for my soul. A place where it's just love, light, happiness and peace. And I'm going there no matter what it takes. I deserve it. I got this. I can make. I will make it. I already am making it all to happen. There's hope for me. And am guarding it with all that I've. <3
23.12.2019.
20:33
Today, my younger and I got kicked out the house. My mom was mad because she went to pick up food and then the order was wrong, and then my brother ate at the couch, which she really hates. So she woke me up and told me to "pack my things" which included the Christmas presents.
I really don't know what to feel right now, other than being abandoned by my only parent, on Christmas eve, like she doesn't want me anymore.
@OarfishRanunculus
*young brother
Sorry, I was typing really quickly.
@OarfishRanunculus
It seems like such a difficult situation to be in. Where are you two going to stay? I hope you find a warm and safe shelter and I really wish your mom will bring you guys back inside your home soon. ❤️
@RainyMemory97
We have a wamr place to stay, so I guess I shouldn't complain, but I'm getting tired of others, not on here or anything, trying to minimize the situation.
@OarfishRanunculus
Even with a shelter, of course it's still a huge problem , and hopefully you two get to go back home soon. 💕💕
I'm struggling to live each day
I'm struggling to fit into tight waisted trousers. Why is it people feed you up to bursting point.
I feel so empty, the same emptiness I feel yesterday and the day before, since I don't even know when. Cannot find joy in anything, even when I finish something, I feel so numb. Everyday is the same, getting up, facing the pointless day, going back to sleep hoping for a "nice" dream. (Only nightmares..) then I get attacked by these waves of sadness. Then self hate. So many thoughts of this gloomy feeling rush through my mind like pin needles. I barely had enough strength to get out of bed this morning. Then when I look at the mirror, I only get a reminder of the hollow shell of a person I am. Not just a hollow shell, a worthless hollow shell. One that can't accomplish anything. Can't even take care of itself. A good for nothing in its essence. I'm ashamed of this pretentious rant, maybe it gives me some kind of illusion of functionality? I don't know. The whirlpool of sorrow pulls me in so much I can't focus on anything. Endless endles void. I feel like I'm sinking deeper into the abyss. Am I already consumed? How far can it consume me before I become mindless? Ah, I don't know just like I don't know many things. If anyone reads this, sorry for wasting your time. I'm just an excuse of life, passing by aimlessly.
@KasumiForest11
It wasn't a waste of time, I completely understand what you mean. I'm not about to go on some religious rant or whatever, but I do believe there are things that we don't see. You might see yourself as this burden, but someone else coild see you as a lifesaver, just because you said hi, such a small thing. The connections are there, we just have to find them.
Not to advertise or anything, but there's this game called Persona 4, and it really hit me that people need social contact. We can't just cut us out of the world. Solitude, whether it's from a small child to elderly, deteriorates ourselves as a human being. We become flesh robots without our friends, family, coworkers etc. Our relationships with people shape us into becoming better, or worse, people.
@KasumiForest11 talk however much you want, this isn't a place for people to judge you. Vent away. Sometimes we make sense of complicated feelings through language.
I am extremely extremely low right now . Nothing seems to be helping me . Be it meds or therapy . I have just given up in life and every day I am just going through the motions . I wish I had a good friend to talk with . Every day I am hitting a new low . What do I need to do to get out of this enormous pain ?
@calmsoulmeet
I'm sorry that you feel that way. I hope you're doing okay. If you feel like life is meaningless, it doesn't have to be. Try to find something you love to do. If there is nothing, try something new until you find something that makes you happy. It can be really small and still make a difference. Spend time with people who you care about. Again, the smallest bit of happiness is a step in the right direction. Think of things you've always wanted to do, and try to achieve your goals. Find something to look forward to. Finding something you like to do will give you purpose in life, which you seem like you really need right now. I hope everything works out for you.
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I feel so low at the moment. I feel like I have no life and hardly any friends. I have a boyfriend but he doesn't speak everyday and I feel insecure in the relationship. (I said somewhere else that he likes tattoos on girls and I have none) I have no self esteem. I want new friends but I don't know how to make them. Damn, I just need something fun to do with my life to distract me from worries about my relationship.
@Kerry88 I let my depression, more over the jealous side of me destroy my relationship. We recently got back in touch and have been meeting and seeing how things go, and it's starting to happen again.
I feel like I lost touch of who I am and let ownership and trust issues get in the way of something good and I'm determined not to let it happen again
I've just been trying to find some sort of light in my life right now. People that I've gotten used to talking to online have just left me pretty much. My girlfriend isn't exactly the best person to talk to either. She tries, but her support is just really dull and seems like she really isn't trying.
My best friend is kinda leaving me. He goes to hang out with other people after he and I make plans and I wait for him with no message saying what he's doing.
Everyone is leaving. I feel like I should too.
@amiableMoon6033
Please don't give up. Please don't leave. Even if it feels like you are alone in the world, you aren't. I have mentioned this in another post, but it applies to a lot of people going through lonely times. Try to find something you enjoy doing and care about. If you can't think of something, try something new, like an activity or a sport, something that allows you to make friends and bond with people who share your interests. If you can't do that, talk to your girlfriend and explain how you feel, and make sure she understands that you feel like you are being abandoned. And think about this: there are over 8 billion people in the world. That's a lot of potential friends. If you are having thoughts about leaving the world, please call someone who can provide professional help. Remember that there is always someone who cares about you. I hope you find your happiness.
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@amicableMoon6033
I forgot to mention,also talk to your best friend, he may not have realised that he was making you feel that way, and I'm sure that if you talked it out you could strengthen your friendship a lot and you could work through this together.
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@WildestWolf
Thanks for taking time to reply to me. I'm in choir so I'm using that as a distraction for the most part. My best friend is in one of them with me and I talked to him yesterday about it and so we spent an entire day together. My girlfriend, I can't really say anything without hurting her. Making friends is also a bit hard, but I'm trying haha.
Thanks again :) You can message if you need anything or you just wanna chat
