You can rant here
I know how it feels sometimes when you just want to rant, but don't know who to talk too or even if they will care. Well I care. You're not alone! Please feel free to say whats been on your mind lately, if you want someone to talk too or just want to rant away. I will listen.
I just called social services to inform them that my mom hit my sister a few days ago. I
Just fed-up of my life is all I can say . No mental strength left inside me to carry on . Where do I get that strength from ??
@calmsoulmeet sometimes we feel like we have to do things but we dont have enough energy to do that, i understand. its okay to feel this way. but lemme tell you something, i think youre so trong for being here, even if you feel like you cant do this you wish you could, youre already strong for being here. its small steps, you cant look at a stairway wanting to get on the top with just one step, its made of those baby steps, one day eventually you will get there, i believe in you
@limegreen002
Thank you so much friend 🧡.
I've been feeling more depressed than ever since last month, I haven't felt like these for about 4 years, 2 years clean of self harm even.
I've been thinking suicidal things, every time I do tho, I started feeling guilty bc I feel bad of how my dad will react to my leaving this world (He's the only one that I truly trust and love)
but I have 0 friends, no one talks to me, I ended a relationship bc of my mixed thoughts and feelings, School is stressing me out so much that I cry everytime I have to finish a homework.
I just want to sleep, I just want to lay down for hours, I don't want to wake up, I don't want to feel anxious anymore, I don't want to feel that I miss him and then get anxious bc nothing, I'm just so sorry tired..
why is he trying so hard to put me down and get involved if I ever speak to somebody? What is his sick need to be in complete control?
i feel like ive lost energy. like i cant even fake a smile anymore. im avoiding people cause its getting so much harder to pretend youre happy, like when i ft people i gotta turn the camera off for a few seconds so i can stop smiling for a sec. everything is like whatever, i dont care about anything anymore. i spend the whole day in bed, not that i cry all the time, its just that i feel absolutely nothing. i dont care about school anymire, dont care if i have friends or not, i just dont care..
I dont know if this is the correct place to post this but I do need a rant.
I hate what my ex has done to me. Yes he helped but he had also left with some permanent 'scars'. It makes me feel disgusting everytime I think of how he got me into bed. I hate myself that I wasn't strong enough to say 'no'. But I know that without going through all the punishment and stuff I wouldnt have my little boy. That is one thing I will thank him for. He has left me so damaged. Things I used to love I now cant stand because he used to do them ie. playing with my hair and the way he touched and held me. I wish i could wash those experiences away but like i say then i wouldnt have my child. And golly gum drops i love him so much i will fight those demons everyday just for my baby.
My ex left me with deep emotional scars which manifested into BPD. Everything I do or see reminds me of him.
A common theme- our partner's impact on our lives- mine is simply codependency- no abuse- but unhealthy just the same. I am not the same person I was when me met- what happened?? Years of undermining my self confidence- how do I bring myself back to the real me??
Absolutely fed-up of my life . Why is my life like this ? What have I done to deserve this ??? I seriously can't carry like this 😔 .
Today is crap. Gained weight that I need to lose for health reasons, forgot my key to my Parent's house that I needed to take care of pets which is 20 minutes way from my apartment, got told there was a spare key for their house but when I searched for it my family member aparantly took it since his girlfriend dosent have a key and needed it more when they arent even there the entire week, and then got denied from a job that gave me 2 interviews and basically wasted two weeks of my time and a quarter tank of gas in my clunker of a car that I was going to sell if I got the job for a new car... just why...
