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You got mad about something that didnt involve me last night and this morning you woke up insulting me. I tried to make it up to you by offering to order one of your favorite breakfasts but you called me stupid when you were too tired to remember the way you ordered it and I spoke up to help you.

When I got back with it you got even more mad about last nights problems and I took it all. You refused to eat what I paid for and threw all but one item on the floor. Then you told me to eat what I had and when I refused you grabbed my neck and told me I had to all while calling me a fat fuck and insulting me, saying its magically my fault.

Try and force me to eat dinner now. I'll eat three bites and be done.

Another letter:

You got mad about something that didnt involve me last night and this morning you woke up insulting me. I tried to make it up to you by offering to order one of your favorite breakfasts but you called me stupid when you were too tired to remember the way you ordered it and I spoke up to help you.

When I got back with it you got even more mad about last nights problems and I took it all. You refused to eat what I paid for and threw all but one item on the floor. Then you told me to eat what I had and when I refused you grabbed my neck and told me I had to all while calling me a fat fuck and insulting me, saying its magically my fault.

Try and force me to eat dinner now. I'll eat three bites and be done.

My parents decided to socially isolate me because I made one mistake, and tbh it hurts a lot because of a lot of reasons. First one is that this shows they don't trust me, and I thought at least they believed in me more than that. There's also the fact that one of the only reasons I was still here is because of my friends and not being able to see them outside of school and not being able to call them whenever I need to is going to be really hard. I don't hate my family but it's clear they don't have my best interests at heart. So now I'm alone, in my room, getting my phone taken away in 10 minutes and it's going to be like that for the next couple weeks or so and I seriously doubt I'll survive it. That's it. Today was a really bad day for me. Thanks if you read till here, that was my rant because I seriously needed to get this out there.

I wish I can take his pain away...I fear he'll drink himself to death...maybe I'm being dramatic..but everyday? He can't have any commitment? He drinks when he doesn't plan to? How can I not worry that his kidney would give up one day. The only way for me to feel a sense of relief is to do the unexpected. I need to distance myself. Help myself before I can help anyone else. Hopefully time will tell and he will have better managed his life..

I am a disabled person ( reduced mobility and wheelchair use ) living on an assisted living facility since more than a decade.

Most of the other guests are at least twice my age and many of them demented, so I cannot really connect with them and live in extreme isolation because almost all my irl friends excluded me since my accident.

At least I still have the internet and 7cups.

ive been going through sooo much and nobody but one person understands it, or helps me with my problems but she doesnt really talk to me anymore cause shes obsessed with a guy she likes.. and i told my mom that im pretty sure im depressed and she says im not and whenever i ask her to get me a therapist, she just makes me seem like the bad guy and says stuff like "Why cant you talk to me, im your mom you should be able to tell me anything." and will start arguments with me about it.

Depression sucks and it feels like every day I'm just falling deeper and deeper into it. It been really hard lately to keep the front I have. My family doesn't know I deel with separation, even though I've told them multiple times, they only bring up the possibility that I am depressed when they want to use it as a way of saying there is an issue with me. Anyways, I had mental breakdown yesterday and right after i got over it my mom had a huge argument with me and told me to get out. I found a place but I know once I leave I'm not coming back. That's one of the two things holding me back, if i leave im giving up on this relationship with her but I cant stay. The second thing is my dog, she cant move with me but if I leave without her then I may not see her again-that is probably the one and only thing that is truly making me second guess myself.

Does anyone else feel like this??

I have no motivation to get out of bed. I have no goals, no dreams, no passion. I don't like learning new things.

I just got a recent job, which I am grateful for, but unfortunately I have no interest to learn. It's an entry level position, so learning is the main thing. I can't focus on tutorials, and I zone out almost all the time. I just have no drive to even try.

I get tired at night but I don't want to sleep because the next day will come and I have to do the same thing over again.

I always daydream to escape reality. I think about making new friends and hanging out with them and enjoying life. Once I come back to reality, I feel miserable all over again. I tend to cry more nowadays because of loneliness.

If there is anyone who feels this way, please know that you are not alone! It hurts a lot, but its comforting to know that there are people who understand.

... so now not only am I going to keep hurting physically and mentally, now out of a vehicle or will have to go without food to fix it and may still not have enough for rent even if I dont eat for the rest of the month. Whoever is in charge upstairs must be like everyone I ever meet; loves taking everything out on me...

Completely pissed off with life . I just don't have it in me to come out of depression and lead a normal life . Am nothing but a failure and a loser :(.