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soo I want to date but feel like datings a chore

I just feel lonely and useless, I feel worthless and I lost a friend I don’t think she even likes me anymore which is terrible because when we were friends we planned to go on a holiday together and all the tickets are booked, i bet she’s dreading this. And now I have exam stress which is making my anxiety worse. Tw I’m constantly having thoughts of sh

Everything’s really stressful and I can’t cope, I just really want to relax and enjoy myself.

I feel just like most people here. Lonely, sad, useless, like nothing I do matters, etc... I have had depression basically my whole life. Had a bad childhood, moved around a lot. I never sought help or took meds. I just got out of prison and I'm trying to take more effort into it now but between my emotions and restrictions and not really having people to talk to that I know, it's definitely a struggle.

Will I ever be good enough? Will I ever make it in this life? I keep trying everyday and I keep telling myself that things will get better

even if sometimes it sounds like a beautiful lie. What if that is what it actually is? What if I am just destined to have a sad life? For almost half of my life I’ve been dominated by these feelings and my depression doesn’t seem to get better. In fact, it becomes worse exactly when I think I found an escape from it. And the worst is that no one cares. There is no one to trust. I know they will all judge me harshly if I ever reveal my feelings. I am by my own. If there is no one around me to understand me now, will there ever be? And I come to the same question again… Will I ever be good enough? At every step I compare myself with every person. “ This part of my body is too big, but theirs isn’t”, “This part of my body is too small, but theirs isn’t”. There is barely a single fragment of my body that I am not insecure about. I sometimes have no control over my life. Actually, I feel like my life controls me. My feelings are overwhelming me, it’s getting hard to breath. I don’t know who I am and I don’t understand myself. Will someone else ever be able to handle me? Leave me alone…but at the same time, please don’t.

Life consists of pain and pleasure in unequal balance, the pleasures recharge us and give us reason to endure the pain. I have found insufficient love to sustain my existence and therefore cannot fathom a reason to continue. I write and rewrite my goodbyes, yet the premeditation is too sinister and that cruelty is unlike me, so I burn them all in the sink. I drink my afternoon tea and think, this is what life consists of at the moment.

I'm stressed because of lessons.

1. Show students the finals project choice board. The goal is to let me know which project they choose by Monday.

2. Give students a summary of the pages of story. And walk students through it.

3. Have students respond to the prompt Bout right decisions a personal question. About right and wrong -- mess with your life and future.

i paid my tuition balance to go back to school this july. i'm kinda nervous though. i'm only taking one summer course then i'll be starting a medical office program in september for 10 weeks. the plan is to get an overnight job so i can finish out the other six classes i need before i can apply to nursing school next year.

I know this will help me land a career in the medical field but i can't help but to still be nervous af.

I also went to my very first pride today and bought myself an asexual flag!!!!!! I've never felt more seen. I felt like i found a place to belong. I saw other people with ace flags but i was too nervous to go and say hi. People were so kind and pride was a blast! even saw lots of cute girls and a few potential girlfriends for my sister lol can't wait to go next year!. I wanna make some queer friends.

Hello everyone.

I lost a parent suddenly in 2018. I cared for the other parent until they died in 2020. One month later, I had a major health issue. I have been in physical and emotional pain since. It is wearing me down and I am losing hope.

Feeling like I have made a lot of mistakes this year. I don't really have friends right now and I don't think I have anybody who likes me,had an ex who was also my friend turned out to be a really bad influence for my mental health ,cause he had a superiority complex and when it turned out I was having none of it he started slandering me and sabotaging my projects. So right now I am filled with regrets,and I wonder to myself how different my life would be if I had made the right choices, I feel lonely and disconnected and I hate myself because I could have had people respect me if I wasn't such a coward

Thank you for making a post such as this one. So many people don’t have or know someone to vent to.