Solemn Cry with Minimal Help

Hello, I hope you are all doing well today/tonight. I am Poetic Snowcone, but you can also call me Quiet KittyPotato.

During the day, I emerge myself with little things to keep my mind off of the depression and loneliness. These things also includes making engaging YT videos of my favorite mobile MOBA game (Mobile Legends) as support and tank roles, create eye catching digital art, and watching anime. I also game on my phone, which helps me cope with loneliness and depression.

Lately, things grew very challenging at home. I am ignored more by my husband, and he’s having a challenging time with comprehending my loneliness and depression. I keep trying to show him I am worth something, but my insecurities also flows through my mind, causing me to stop and isolate myself. By then he’s not interested in being my friend or a somewhat caring person. He doesn’t go out of his way to make it worse, but he’s not my type of person I would openly say he’s my friend as well as a person I love.

For now, I’m coping differently and looking for something or someone that understands where I am. I’m more of a softy with high EQ, so my sensitivity spikes if I’m ignored or find someone who gets me. Still, I do keep in mind people will always be too busy to drop everything and help you from time to time. That’s what my personal life taught me, but I’m also pushing myself through this to find the right friend or two that understands me.