One difficult life situation I am facing right now is....
Being unemployed for almost 2 months now... :(
My decreasingly present husband. Its taking a toll on me, causing me more stress as Im doing more, and him being critical of when hes around. Wtf. My father did the same thing and I resented him for a long time. Somehow I thought the person Id be with would be different. I was wrong.
Were moving. Going to a place where there's a special school for my son and he will have a future. Sad to let my church and friends and family stay behind. I wish it was over now and we can start moving. The emotional distress is throwing me off
My anxiety vs my living situation: I live with family (I really cherish them), I just wish I had nicer, less imtimating land lords, the ability to have a cat, and more privacy. My anxiety is all over because our land lord have all these unwritten rules and im afraid I'm going get my family in trouble with my panuc attacks. I cant even feed the stray cat we have as im afraid if getting kicked out and we have no where to go.
I live an unreal life. I do not know why I became influenced by the novels I read, where I can not afford to provoke the hero of the heroine in emotional novels to the point that makes me angry and angry. I think there is nothing natural in real or unreal life.
trying to secure a graduate job. Due to my right to work status (I'm on a Visa), I'm always losing out to the locals even when I'm academically stronger as it's cheaper to higher locals. It's absolutely frustrating! Over 200 applications since 2015 and I've made it through to the final stage multiple times but always lose out
I resent my husband for his control and lack of thought of my position in the family of being the house keeper, cook, child keeper, and anything he doesn't want to deal with himself. I have dealt with our finances for 8 years now by myself. I carried the burden and stress while he paid no regard to my monthly calendars trying to show him what comes in and what goes out doesn't match. We are now in crisis mode and I have let go all responsibility since I am the bearer of the "cause." I am tired and feel his anxiety causes mine and even moments of not wanting to go on.
that person not wanting to know me
A friend dieing, my emotions and thoughts on everything. Work and stress. Demands and needs. The guy I'm thinking about whether he's enough for me. My therapy. My maths. Etc
I got too many