One thing that triggers my depression is....
When peps joke about serious thing like canecer or suicide.
Certain subjects which trigger bad memories and stress
Being on my own
When people dont believe what I say. Im not doing this for attention, and its not just a phase. When adults say things like of course well support you! Youre not useless and we love you! And then the very next day yell and call you worthless and how they wish that you didnt exist. Its just really demeaning and personally makes me feel like trash. They make fun of my moments of weakness and when I tell them I fell hurt they get offended and yell at me because theyve done nothing but supported you! I really hate this cycle of lies, and if I didnt have to be here for my brothers, and only as a comforting presence, I would end it. Im so done. I feel so burnt out and hurt. I dont know how long I can keep this charade up.
@faithfulPineapple6256. I get the same abuse. It's so disheartening and only makes me turn my anger to them in on myself.
My Age, missed oppourtunities
Feeling invisible
And my own dark twisted thoughts
a red button
My parents and their unhealthy relationship.
Listening to a song that brinks back memories or seeing a couple together and feeling lonely
When people rush me to "get better," so I can socialize make money.
@Kaminoyami *socialize and make money
