One thing that triggers my depression is....
Being awkward in social interactions. Not being able to be myself around others. And when other people seem so normal and happy when they socialize.
When ever my two boys or any family member is upset at me that will trigger my depression, also financial situation does it to.
Having nothing to distract me from the love that was stolen from me. (The girl of my dreams' mom didn't approve and we can't talk for 3 years but giving up is not an option)
I honestly have a bunch of triggers. My triggers are:
Abandonment
Not having a soulmate (my life would be complete if I had this)
Negativity
Getting older (hell, I'm 40 years old and seen the Golden Years at a young age as a nursing home worker)
Not having a job (small town, guys, with no transportation) which leads to...
Financial situation (for the kids)
I should say being American but I am actually okay with that.
When my suicidal thoughts come on strong (actually done good the past few days)
Having someone angry at me
Not having my freedom
Okay, I'm going to stop here because I'm starting to feel my heart sink writing all this.
Being reminded of my pretty bad life situation, and knowing I'm being pressed into acorner.
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Failure. Even the simple stuff like getting a semi low grade on a quiz or messing up in some type of sport. I feel like people are depending on me and if I don't suceed then I'm useless, not wanted. I know people don't need me, but I feel like when the time comes to it if I don't make it then I doomed everyone else. When a friend needs me and I'm not there I destroyed our friendship. So I put myself out there and try to help and try to suceed. I feel like even when I do my best...it isn't enough. I fall short. So whenever I fail...I break down and get really depressed. My biggest fear is failure and I fail a lot.
highkey, school
Thinking at certain situations
Not being able to live the life I want to live