Chronic Illness Leading to Jealously

https://www.graceissufficient.com/when-your-chronic-illness-leaves-you-jealous-of-the-normal-world/

I feel this way at times. Jealously as a result of the grief. Jealous not of others, but when seeing the large awareness campaigns for certain conditions when I just don't want to have to argue about how my condition needs to be treated because most medical professionals are ignorant of it.

I think I deal best by allowing myself to have those moments. I can feel jealous, mad, frustrated, sad. I guess it mostly goes to the first recommendation in the article, by allowing myself to feel it I can also pinpoint where it's coming from.