Weekly Check In April 8 - 14

Is there anything you would like to explore this week? It could be about yourself, your surroundings, something new to you, etc.
Share what's going well and what's more of a struggle.
Taglist
@AffyAvo @aluminum1azalea @amarifey @BeyondTheInvisible @CaringBrit @DanaMH @Krispykitty12 @NoraMeow @Tyedyedbutterfly65 @VinylFly @JoyIntoDarkness @Eee333 @k87 @goldenSpruce1512 @involuntaristua
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@AffyAvo
Hello, happy spring time everyone!
@BeyondTheInvisible heyy how are you Beyond
@CaringBrit
Hello there Brit, I am fine, hope you are as well. 
@BeyondTheInvisible yup im good im an FM in Disability now and Trauma
@AffyAvo I feel really bad today. I have a migraine and my mom said I'm probably getting strep after she looked in my throat. My body hurts so bad, I almost cried in gym (1st period) when we ran. My knees and hips hurt more than usual today but my ankles were killing me. I honest thought that I was going to collapse while running. It got worse as the day went on and in Spaninsh (7th period) I was told to go to the nurse because they noticed I was crying. I hate going to the school nurse because my pain is never an outside and visible pain. I slept there for the rest of the day and cried in pain the while time I walked the 1/2 mile from my bus stop.
@LooneyArtimus Sorry to hear today was so rough! Will you be seeing a doctor about your throat?
Are you able to get any accomodations for gym class, whether that be walking in stead of running or sitting out altogether if need be? For a while I was told no jumping, it made some classes difficult but was worth it for the sake of my feet!
@AffyAvo I hate my doctor but I'm going back next week and I'm going to try and explain things better so I can get the help I need. She view migraines as no big deal but she finally gave me medicine after I told her I would "show her what the pain feels like but I'd go to jail for that." I didnt want to be that mean but they are unbearable. She also doesn't view anxiety or depression as a problem as long as you are suicidal.
@LooneyArtimus discount my post didnt see your current reply your doctor doesnt sound like a very good one she seems very stigmatizing and awful what about getting a different doctor
@LooneyArtimus
sorry to hear youve been feeling bad today migraines are aweful oh no strep have you seen a doctor to be certain or you one of those let it run its course sort of people pain isnt easy hugs if youd like one
@CaringBrit I'll go to med express if my throat continues to be like this so I can be tested and get medicine if I need it. Thank you for caring, it means a lot you you guys respond
@AffyAvo Being too hard on myself when it comes to my body..feeling to guility or insucure
@Zulegirl aww hey zule sorry to hear you feel your hard on yourself in reguards to your body or get guilty etc would it help to explain more on this on why you feel guilty or hard on yourself
hugs if youd like one
@AffyAvo
I got robbed a couple of days ago, which was terrifying. The one good thing is that now I can get a new phone. Also, my bank's fraud department gave have finished their investigation and returned the money that they were able to use as long as credit and not debit was used. I'm on my way to the police station then Verizon. Tomorrow, I have an appointment with s specialist (I've seen this type before, but I was dropped as a patient because I missed so many appointments). I am actually excited about the appointment, I've been struggling since I lost my previous doctor
@K87 sorry to hear that you were robbed but glad you received some money back i hope they catch the perpetrator
@CaringBrit
Thanks, me too. It sucks because they also stole all of my medications (I had just gone to the pharmacy). I just pray it all works out
@AffyAvo
This week has been going well! I am still struggling with haivng confidence in what I wear when I want to feel good about myself. Its a tricky balance to not look to slutty I guess and not looking like I want everyone to be staring.