Weekly check-ins December 25-31

Hello everyone!
Here we are ... the last week of the year !
1. How are things going on?
2. What is your wish for the new year?
3. How do you feel?
Wish you all an amazing new week!
Things are going okay. Christmas was pleasant, some rest and some time with family, and I received a pleasant surprise of a gift that really did delight me. I'm at work and it is quiet.
I don't know what goals I have. I've been setting some around saving money. For my health, I guess getting 8 hours of sleep.
I'm feeling mostly okay. I'm starting to use a symptoms tracker, because I don't really pay attention sometimes. I take a lot of what I experience for granted. So I need to be more aware over time, so I can be more detailed with my doctor. There's a goal - track symptoms daily!
I am enjoying a quiet day today, wish I could do many more, but I need to prepare for the next set of things.
Personally, I wish for the upcoming year to be an improvement on this one, especially health-wise.
Currently I am just very tired. All the stuff going on this time of year is lots of fun, but it's also exhausting.
1) How are things: I am going through a period where it is difficult for me to accept my disease.
@carefulVillage3129
Hi @carefulVillage3129 !!
Maybe you can give yourself more self-care since you feel worn? Is it emotional or physical ?
I really wish you that the new year can be positive in many aspects of your life!
@BeyondTheInvisible
Mentally worn. I have urned a corner today and feel more ready to get back in the game. I just had a flare up and I am getting out of the worst of it. Learning how to beat compartmentalize my worries till they are to be dealt with at the right time.
The new year is making me feel like I have a clean slate.
@carefulVillage3129
I understand what you mean. So maybe one step at a time and focusing just in the "now" moment could help to not feel overwhelmed by thoughts-projection into the future?
You are doing great facing what you need to and I wish you to have the emotional strength to keep on going.
Take care
Things are not going well. I dont want to live like this. I lost everything.
@luffydono Some will say take care. Its just a phase but in reality few help. Some of the few will stop after a while. Its not that easy.
@BeyondTheInvisible
I'm feeling really anxious, dissociated/derealized and on edge, as well as starting to feel a bit depressed. A lot going on with my disorders and situational things, too. I feel like I can't face things anymore. 
@jessica92
Oh I'm sorry @jessica92, seems like to be a bad day... you are not alone here, when you feel too overwhelmed feel free to connect straight away with an avaliable listener that can offer you a supportive chat.
Things will not be fixed but at least sharing the pain can let it perceive a bit less heavy. One step at a time, we can do it together!
Please take good care for yourself.