Hi, 7 cups and fellow people of awesomeness.

Hi,

I am 30 old guy from far away land, Latvia, I have spinal muscular atrophy - it is a genetic condition, who causes mucles to get weaker and weaker as time goes. I am wheelchair user starting since when I was ~12 years old.

I am having hard time finding a solution to a particular problem and I hope 7 cups will help me find it.

So this problem is not new apperantly - I have difficulties to connect with people, I think - which leads to the current situation when I have only 1 friend. Family - mother, brother, sister are too busy with their lives, that they can't afford time to help me. And I think that my family doesn't understand how lonely I feel sometimes.

And this loneliness makes me feel that I am not welcomed here on earth and that I should just find a way out.

Plus also - with no help from fellow human beings I can't really follow my dreams. And that makes me sad. I want to live, think, feel, but I can't because I have funny body. Sad.

Thanks for reading this.

If you have any suggestion, any bright idea - please share. This, seems to be, a question of life and death.