what was your first thought when you woke up today?
Hello everyone !
Today i woke up after a beautiful night-dream so my first thought has been.... "uh, it's not real then.." 
So, what was your first thought when you woke up today?
What is going to go wrong today? (And now that the day is almost over I wish I wouldnt have been able to get out of bed).
@brightYard4938
ouch ... seems like today it wasn't a good day 
I wsh you tomorrow things will go better.
@BeyondTheInvisible
thank for your kind words. I woke up to a message that my nephew had attempted suicide. Then found out that I might be losing my home soon.... on top of so much stress thats already been going on. I just want to crawl into a dark hole.
@brightYard4938
That's definitely a lot, emotionally tiring and painful.
I hope the family will be united in this difficult moment to support one another and the nephew as well
I don't know the situation with your home but i really hope it will not happen to you to lose it
If something is doable i wish it can be faced in order to fix things or to find a good solution for you
Take care
all the stuff i have to do today
God, I'm tired
Another day, another dawn
Oh f*ck, not again.
All the things I need to do but the fact that I have no motivation to actually do them
That I dont want to leave my room.
...I need to pee
This morning, after last night's half a bottle of vodka and slides of random pills:
I didn't die. I just wanted to die. I just want to die.
I feel absolutely horrible