what was your first thought when you woke up today?

...wow I made it another day!

I want to stay in bed

Ive no memory of what that might have been. I do remember turning off the alarm unwillingly to get up but I recall thinking I had something important to do which I forced myself to get up.

I don

The sun is shining. I should get up and enjoy the sun🌼😀🌺!

Every morning I check my email before I do anything else and I am looking to see if any grades from school have come in. My first thought then is what school work do I need to complete today.

I wake up thankful I am alive but regretful because life can be so hard and draining.

How pathetic I am.

"God. I really don't want to get out of bed. Can't I just sleep for a little while longer? I don't want to leave my room. Ah.. why does the sun have to be so cruel.. I just wanna sleep. I just wanna sleep."

I think it was something a long the lines of oh shit bc I heard a repairman coming in and my door was open and I sleep half naked

Then later it was this is nice. This is warm. Psh awake? uneccessary they don't know the joy of laying here, lucid dreaming imaginary ppl I'm in love with