Internal Dialogue - Good Days
On the bad days I think most people understand the negative thoughts - ugh I'm stuck resting again, how sick am I going to get this time? etc.
There's the issues with the good days too though. I start to wonder if I'm just being lazy. Most of my conditions I've had my entire life, so I used to be able to be quite active without all the treatment I have now, so why shouldn't I be able to do that now? Am I really as sick as I think I am some days, maybe I'm just exaggerating it.
I've gone through the cycles enough times where I do know yes, the bad days are really bad enough where I can't be doing all that much and even with my good days I can't push too hard or else I end up crashing down hard. These thoughts still pop up sometimes though.
@AffyAvo
I completely understand i hate not being able to do the things i used to we all get robbed of so much but i like to try and think, that although we may not be able to do those things now we have something many others dont have and that is an understanding and awarness that we can share and we also have eachother! We will always have a second family <3
Joy <3