Feeling lost
Each day I feel like I function a little bit worse than the day before and I'm less and less in control. I guess I'm feeling stuck in my own thoughts and I can't pull myself back. I've never been able to tell the truth to anyone about my eating habits. I always manage to convince myself that there's nothing wrong with me no matter how bad things really are. Part of me knows that I need to get help before things get any worse, but I can't make myself act on it.
@Itslilyy you can do it. I know you can. recovery is worth it! Dont let your ED tell you otherwise. You deserve to be happy!!
Hey, @Itslilyy! It looks like you are struggling quite a bit at the moment, you seem to be functioning less and less as the days goes by. I am sorry that you are going through this tough time. You seem to be stuck in your own thoughts and it's hard to get unstuck, it looks like you haven't shared anything related to your eating habits and you are able to convince your self that you have it under control and that you are fine even when you know that you are not. I am glad that at least a part of you is trying to get help, I feel like talking to a listener can be a good start, you don't have to think about it as a way of getting help but more like a place to get some things off your chest, if you are interested you can choose a suitable listener here!Take care of yourself!
