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i used to be anorexic and i was extremely underweight and now i eat and i feel hopeless in my body i’ve gained weight and i’ve trapped myself home, i get panic attacks when someone sees me from my school or family members since everyone is so quick to judge me. my family members constantly look at me eating and always ask me to not eat that and always tell me to go workout . i get that they probably care about me but i’m not overweight i’m a "medium" . i just feel like shit most of the time, they ask me why i don’t go out and socialise when the reason behind that is them always body shaming me…
I’m new here too and my story is alot like yours. I was anorexic a before but now I have binge eat disorder and have gained a ton of weight. I’m get depressed every time I binge and always want to go back to my anoxeric habits to lose weight. I’m mostly just so angry that what’s I try doesn’t stop me from binging and it’s controlling my life
Hey I was anorexic before. I used to hate how I look and think I was fat but I'm actually not. I understand and totally get how you feel now. For me, I just set a target to myself and it works for me. I think as long as my BMI is in a normal range, I don't really want to care how people talk about me behind me. It's up to them to judge me. I cannot control how other people talked about me. I just do what I should do. Do what I think is right. As long as I'm healthy, I know I was in a right track. Be confident of yourself. You gotta look at the mirror and say that you are beautiful just the way you are. ❤️
