endless bulimia relapses
hi, everyone.
i've never written on here and barely speak to anyone about my mental health but it's all just too exhausting. i've had bulimia for several years now and am trying to get better, but for the past few weeks i've felt overwhelmingly hopeless. i'll have one good day without purging but on the next i have a binge and then purge yet again (and then it continues like that over and over again). it's been ruining relationships with friends and family as well, i feel very lonely at the moment. due to all of this most days i end up doing nothing at all because i'm either too tired or have no interest in doing anything.
i just want to be happy again.
(i don't think i have depression atm because i've gone through that before and it felt a bit different then. i'm just a bit sad and very tired)
@ellie1212 hey there! sorry for this late reply xx I hope everything is going well. I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling this way for so long -- though it's good to hear you're trying to get better! Trying is a great first step into recovery. It does has its ups and down, I know that can be demotivating but it's 100% normal to feel that way. Some days you feel better and some others you feel not, but please know that we're here for you at all times 
@ellie1212 hey Ellie, I believe in you, it must be hard but dont ever give up. I go through it too, I have lost many friends From my intense mood swings and Bed. Rn I am currently alone with no one to really talk to or anyone to listen to me. I just want you to know that I am here with you and that you arent alone.we can go through this together.nothing is impossible . 💞💕