TW:This poem is strictly for people thats going through a hard time please dont read it if you are going through alot

TW:ED

F*t,it's all i see

F*t is all on me

No matter how ski*ny people may see me

I will always be that girl who's begging for a waist

Scale numbers dropping at a rapid pace

But my mind will not be fooled by such lies

Scale numbers are a devil in disguise

It makes my heart bleed knowing it will never be enough

But i can never get over the disgust

The numbing feeling of being thin

The emptiness of nothing filling me to the brim

The addiction is overwhelming

Yet i crave more

So yes, fat is all i see

But i rather be starving than actually be me.