Tw: overeating and starving
Over these past few days and months, Ive been feeling sudden change in me. The constant nagging for a perfect small body always caught up to me but also the addiction of feeling warm and comfort food in me is also luring. Ive been like this since ages, one time I'm skinny then fat. Every time I eat, I always either spit it out and all. I thought maybe, taking laundry detergent and *** it all in would help me to throw up the food that was once I've drooled over but now scrunched in disgust. Im a shame to this society, I can't even count my weight without tears prickled down on my cheeks. When I'm over 40? I will starve myself. Until I'm just bone and skin.
@StanOnly
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Please don't ever drink laundry detergent.
You are not disgusting.
You matter.
You are struggling and you can't be too hard on yourself.
You need to try and practice a good self care routine to enable you to feel better and speak to someone about finding a good balance for you, starving definitely won't help anything, you deserve to be happy and safe 💕💜
@StanOnly I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Please try to avoid taking them 🤍 and try not to be too hard on yourself ❤️ You're not disgusting. And you're truly not alone in this. and you truly matter 🤍 Sending lots of love to you! ❤️❤️