Tengo un problema con mi tca

Hello, I installed this app because I am unable to make a decision that makes sense right now. I am 15 and I started developing bulimia from the age of 12.

These days have been horrible in every way. I started bingeing more often.

This afternoon I was brushing my teeth and I saw some white spots that I had not seen before. I read that they can be caused by lack of minerals.

I am so afraid to tell someone, they might realize the reason why they are there, I do not want to get better, I am so afraid of gaining weight.

Right now I feel very bad. I recently cut my thighs in an attempt to lose weight, very stupid because I know perfectly well that by removing a layer of skin I will not lose anything but I also know that I was not thinking straight.

Right now I'm trying to think of what might happen if I tell you about my teeth. My teeth are also turning transparent from the acids caused by the vomit.

I know it might sound insignificant, but this is making me a giant problem now. I don't want my parents to find out about this.

Please, I need some advice.