I'm the problem
In more ways than one, and multiple times to include it, I have shown that I am unreliable and my wife has no confidence in me.... This hurts my pride and I just want my wife back. All I do is let myself and others around me down. It's so stupid that I keep showing that I'm a failure, and show no improvement. I feel so done with it. I'm tired of crying and I just want my wife to hug me and to look me in the eye....
@Harrisonnerd hey love! Just a quick reminder YOU yourself are not the problem, it's just the actions. Which can be changed easily. You aren't a failure at all, from what you're saying it seems you're trying. And you want to get better. I know that might seem small. But trust me, it means the world. Most people don't care to change their ways. Keep trying hun. I promise you'll get there.
