Note to my family.
Hey, Family...
Though I feel hopeless, I still hope, just for you..
Though you have broken my trust, I still believe and do everything you say.
Though you hurt my feelings, I am always coming up with positive statements to cheer you up.
Though you gave me the best of emotional facilities, even though I was breaking on the inside, I tried helping as much as I could however possible...
I still depend on your love and care, and when I don't get it, and I have to get it from others, I feel heartbroken.
You say you love me, you say you hate me. What should I believe... right now.. it's you hate me, so, you hate me.. what can I do? I hate myself too... I am going to hate me for writing this,
Just leave me alone, if you don't want me and want to abuse me or show your concern in the wrong way. If you really need me, if you want me, you would have accepted me long back. I accept you and love you, since long.. I just can't express it the way you want me to.. I am not sure... Sorry. But I love you still, the more you hurt me, the more I love you...
Stay strong. Take care. ❤
*cries*
@Armelle12
**Though you gave me the best of physical facilities, even though I was breaking on the inside, I tried helping as much as I could however possible...
You know I love you Lily... you deserve nothing but the best and I’m sorry you don’t get it *hugs*
@Armelle12
It's heart breaking to hear this...you really never know how someone is feeling inside. ✨Your so brave and strong....you really deserve so much more. I wish we could replace what you are missing, but unfortunately it doesn't work like that. Just remember that we all love you 💜 and is here for you!
@Armelle12
You deserve the best❤️
@Armelle12 Hey..
You're amazing and strong...
You're beautiful and kind..
Even though things may seem wrong..
but with courage and hope, fill your mind🧡
@Armelle12
hey, stay strong although i know you are..been facing this a lot time but yeah you still are there hoping for better things, right?
so yeah know this , i will be by your side whenever you need to talk or anything, just give me a text
and please dont hold these things in you for long enough, these deretiorate your amazing, you know that
*hugs*