hiiiiiiiiii bestiieeeeeee
Call me David btw
@IAmMia00
Okay bestie David! You doing alright?
@IAmMia00 yes I'm doing good, wbu?
@DingoOliver
I’m still trying to be okay. My parents are blaming me about my cat. As if I’m not sad enough. Just sucks!
@IAmMia00 Awh Mia, you know it wasn't your fault, none of it was your fault, I was there and I know you tried your best to save the kitty, don't mind them. You are enough, you're really good and empathetic, you always try to be there and help people, you tried your best to save the kitty and that was more than enough, dont mind them
@DingoOliver
I do feel at fault because she chewed on my pencil and that’s how she got sick. My parents said I’m good for nothing it really hurt but also feels true. :(
@IAmMia00 that's crazy, they're saying you're good for nothing? They couldn't be more wrong tbh. It was not your fault that the cat chewed on the pencil, you couldn't have controlled it, don't blame yourself for it.
Do you have snap? Lol it's better than that even tho it's against the guidelines (dw the mods can't see dms or private forums)
@DingoOliver
No I’m not allowed social media apps yet. They don’t know I’m even on cups they think I’m gonna be talking to adult strangers. Like I never felt more distrusted in my life
I wish I can get away from them they’re terrible people all they do is make me feel bad and even hurt me.
@IAmMia00 I'm really sorry about all that, when are you gonna be allowed to have social media? In what ways do they hurt you? I know what you're going through because my family doesn't trust me too, they don't like it tha I have cups and want me to leave
@IAmMia00 bestie???
@DingoOliver
sorry sorry I’m here I had to do something offline for a bit. You okay?
Ya i was js worried abt u
@IAmMia00
@DingoOliver
like I was sadly saying yesterday I won’t be around for much longer. I’m just really sad and need help that I’m never going to get. You know the alternative
@IAmMia00 Are your parents going to force you to leave? Wdym the alternative?
No I mean I’m leaving yk the opposite of being alive is the alternative.
@DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Mia pls don't do that, really don't do that
I’m trying David I am, but I’m so miserable I need a way out. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 There are many other ways trust me, there are many other things you can do. Find joy in your life in something or someone, find someone for you if you want, do anything but don't end it, please don't. I don't wanna lose my best friend...
Okay @DingoOliver I won’t because I don’t want to loss you as my best friend either. Our friendship means everything to me. You’re so special I don’t know if you remember but you talked to me for hours when we first met. No one has ever done that for me.
@IAmMia00 I am always gonna be here for you Mia, I will always try my best to be here for you. Please don't do anything bad, our friendship really means a lot and I don't wanna lose you. Things will be okay, focus on the good things more than the bad things, don't ever do anything against yourself. Don't worry, I am here for you in case you feel bad.
Bestie?
@IAmMia00 ill be here bestie
@DingoOliver
I’m not feeling well. I was panicking even had a panic attack. Something really bad happened to me and I was flashing back. I didn’t know what I was doing because I was in that state and end up hurting myself. Now I’m so weak friend
@IAmMia00 Mia what did you do? What happend? What's up? Are you gonna be okay? Don't do that anymore pls js calm down and take care
I really hurt my arm. I don’t know if I’ll be ok. I was abused. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Who did what to you? Can you seek medical advice? Don't leave me...
My cousin 😭 SA me. I can’t I can’t go anywhere
@IAmMia00 Will you be able to tell anyone soon? Please do. What about your arm? Please tell me it's gonna be okay, just don't leave
I can never tell he’d hurt me more! I won’t be okay. It hurts so bad
@IAmMia00 How can you make the pain feel better? I'm really sorry about that and I would love to help you but idk what to do...
I.. don’t know. No one can help on my own
@IAmMia00 If I was there I'd do my best to help you. Please try smth, pain killers maybe, just do your best like you always do and things will be okay
Okay I wrapped it. I’m about to take something dw not going to take to much.
@IAmMia00 That's good Mia, good job, pls be fine and take care, I don't wanna lose you. Are u gonna be okay?
I think I’ll be okay physically. I won’t leave you bestie I promise
@IAmMia00 Please be fine, and if you're not mentally well I'll be here for you. Thanks for not leaving me, pls take care <3
I don’t think I’ll ever be okay mentally. I been through so much. I’ll try to be fine. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 I'll be here no matter what, I will try to help you and your mind
https://ibb.co/L6XHg9v
Awesome you look so confident @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 lol I was everything but confident
Oh lol @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 my legs were literally shaking up there
Oh no you was probably nervous. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Lol I sure was. From all the pictures from the performance that was the one I looked the best (it still doesn't look good)
Hey don’t be so harsh on my bestie you look great @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 hmmm i don't know. How was your talent show performance? Was it just you or did you have anybody playing with you?
It was amazing! I loved it! I was nervous at first but once I got on stage it felt like I was meant to be there. I sung alone. The song I sung was Hey There Delilah @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Oh that's nice! I'll listen to that song rn. Even tho I was nervous as *** I still love performing and being on stage. Do you think you sing well?
I think I can sing okay! You should take a listen it’s a good song. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Ya I just listened to it, it's a nice song indeed, and I bet you played and sung it just nicely!
I wish I was there to witness your playing, it must've been really good!
@IAmMia00 Bestie u okie?
Hi Bestie! You there? @DingoOliver
Bestie let's talk here
Bestieeeeeee you there @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 hiiii bestiiieeeeee how are you?
Could be better 😐 how are you best friend? 😀@DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 awh what's the matter bestie??? I'm good js worried about u noww
@BingoOliver
It’s my dad’s they’re being cruel.
@IAmMia00 what is he saying/doing...?
They keep saying I killed our cat. That I’m a horrible person who doesn’t deserve anything. They even grounded me for calling my neighbor for help. Like they blame me for “killing our cat” but also blame me for calling for help. I don’t understand! @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 omg what is the matter with him? Why can't he stop being such a di k? It was you who called for help not him, he should feel bad that he did nothing, and he's so wrong saying that you deserve nothing, you deserve better parents who actually understand you and support you. It was not your fault, you did what you could and tried your best, you don't deserve to be hearing things like that *hugs if okie*
@DingoOliver
Yeah he's really horrible to me. it's really sad because i'm actually adopted. he acts like he doesn't want me, he always gaslighting me. says stuff like "your mother should have kept you" it really affects me
@IAmMia00 he's just being an immature di k, don't sorry about him, I wish I could make you feel better in a way, I'm sorry about that, but try not to pay attention to whatever he's saying and find comfort in someone or something else. You didn't deserve to be hearing any of that, I feel really bad for you rn and I wish I could make you feel better
@IAmMia00 bestieee?
Best Friend,
I want you to know I’ll be okay. I am at the hospital being taken care of. I will have to stay in the hospital for at least 5 days. Pls try not to worry to much. Keep me updated in our little space. I will love to come back to all your sweet messages. Cya bestie this is not goodbye @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 bestieeeeee oommgmggmg I missed you so muchhhh I thought it was over I cried so much I was so scared I had lost youu!!! Can we pls keep talking pls?
Morning bestie! I’m so sorry I scared you! We can talk while I’m in the emergency room, but I will soon have to go inpatient and that strictly no phones. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 awh bestie I'm gonna miss you so much, and it's okie that u scared me, js please promise that ur never gonna do this again, u can't do that pls
hey bestie you okay? I haven’t seen you much today just making sure you’re alright! @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 ya it hasnt blocked the replies so pls try to write quickly before it does, need to talk to u and might have to break a rule (again)
@IAmMia00 yo (it has not blocked replies)
Hi Bestie you ok?
Bestie? Still around?
@IAmMia00 Bestiiieeeeeee
Hi my favorite bestest friend!!! @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Hiiiii how are yooouuuu?
I am okay!! How are you bestie? I really missed you when you got kicked. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 I am okay too bestie! I really missed you too I thought I had lost you...
I’m really glad you were able to get your account back. Just remember the rules so it doesn’t happen again @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Yes I'm really glad I got it back too, I missed talking to you and I promise I'll do good this time. How have things been? Anything u wanna talk to me about? Are u okie now after the hospital?
Things have been horrible with my dads they refuse to pick me up from the hospital. So the hospital is trying to find me a temporary home. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 What the heck? Why is he not gonna pick you up? What's the matter with him? Are you gonna be okay?
I don’t know why he said he doesn’t want me back home right now. I have no idea what’s wrong with him he has mad issues. I I’ll be okay.. @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Are you sure you'll be okay? I'm really sorry that hes not picking u up rn, are we still gonna be able to talk? Wish u the best my bestie
Dw I will be okay! Promise! It’s okay I want to be away from him anyways this can be good for me and my mental health. Yes we’ll be able to talk still as much as we want! (: @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 That's nice, I'm glad you're gonna be away from him and that it'll be good for your mental health, I js wish u the best rn! I hope the temporary home you get is gonna be better than your actual home, I'm happy you're gonna be okay (:
Yeah me to! I’m really happy! @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 So, do you wanna talk about what made u sad while I was gone?
Just life stuff. Remember my cat, my dads but I’m really ok now @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Awh I'm really sorry about these things, and I'm really sorry about your precious kitty... Wanna vent about any of these rn?
It’s okay I want to cheer up already! (: we should totally form a band lol @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Lol sure why not, what you gonna play? I'm the guitarist
ill be singer! @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Great, what do we call it?
Hmmm idk…
@IAmMia00 We could think of smth, but we'd need a bassit and a drummer and maybe another guitarist :P
Lol but whoo @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Lol we gonna find someone along the way. Wyd bestiieeee
Okay cool. Just talking to you and watching SpongeBob @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Awh nice! Bestie ur message was the 100th message sent in our little space!!
Omg yay that’s awesome @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Yes I know right! What SpongeBob episode are u watching?
Season3 episode 2. Want to talk in group rooms now? @DingoOliver
@IAmMia00 Sure! I'll be in TCR
