Being Loved ❤🤦‍♂️

Have you ever felt like you are not loved or you don't actually belong ? like when around homies or friends in college we are together and all but I never felt like I actually belong or they actually love me. I just feel like it's a personality thing maybe am not funny or smth lol but I am sure that I am trying my best to be a nice guy who has respect and respects people, But anyways I really want to be loved, I feel it's sad and pathetic that I just want to be loved ... If you did read the whole thing I love you , text me and am sorry for the negativity