Finding friends

Okay so hello, I'm new here and trying to figure out how this app works.

Since this is anonymous anyway, I'll be honest. I don't have any friends. And I've been dealing with loneliness lately. I also have some other mental health issues, but for a few months, loneliness has been making me anxious and restless.

I did have a few friends when I was in school. But then we stopped talking after school ended and I couldn't make any friends in college. I have always been a very quiet person, I am an introvert so I likes to be alone, I still do. But having this feeling that there's no one in the world who I can talk freely about anything makes me feel lonely. And yeah, seeing others have friends and many people around them and being able to talk freely without being on edge all the time, makes me feel worse. And jealous too, which I hate.

So, I guess I'm writing this here in hope of finding friends. I don't need dozens of friends, having even one would be more than enough. In this post, I could have just said simply that I want friends but I think that mostly leads to not finding the friends I'd want. So I honestly wrote my feelings and thoughts. If you read this and wants to be my friend, reply. I would prefer to have actual friends. So only reply if you really are willing to be friends and not just message me for a while to kill time.

Okay, that's all. Take care.