Im Losing my mind

So me this guy I'm writting here is menthaly insane

Idk how am I feeling right now

It feels really strange but is true

And yesterday I saw many dreams at once

I walked up feeling exhausted empty

Today I got a call from menager to go on job

But idk

Tbh I'm kinda happy because i don't want to stay in my room again

I hate it

I close myself for no reason it feels good when I do that but in reality I'm not closing anyone just my heart

Easy to think those angry issues are eating my a**

Getting mad for no reason is something that you dont see very often but here we go I'm albini

That person when I went outside no one was there holding my hand but *** all them I hope I dont see them in my eyes never I'm glad sometimes that this life is not treating my good cause not putting any effort the vain is real anyways *** life I'm still funny some friends online used say so

Today I wanted to say I'm feeling lost and drunk without drinking

I'm scared because this life is unpredictable *** hole

When you go you go

Done

I'm losing my mind but no one really *** cares

"Mark my words one day I will be maybe something

Or maybe nothing "✅❔