Lookin for friends 🌱

Recently ive realized how im stuck w/ peeps that are deff not my vibe. So im making this post in hopes ill find some people to at least speak to. I never rlly open much up on forums might delete this soon if i dont feel good abt it but, ive been isolated and finally want to rip off the bandaid and find some people who can support me and be friends. I do struggle with alot of triggers, and cptsd and socail anxiety cus of it and stuff, i do like nature, birds, and relaxing games i do love arts and crafts even if i rarely do em, food , i want to start baking soon and cooking and just experimenting, i do love quality time, maybe im moving too fast for my nervous system, hence why i said i might delete this soon or make a new post less wordy 😅 but for now heres this. And if anyone else is struggling with this and socail anxiety do reach out. Idk if this ever works seen lots of peeps making these types of posts but idk if they do work out or not, honestly or maybe there can be convos here abt the stuff i listed or similar . Im sick of being silent and i just want to move on , period. Also want to share more but my nervous system is kinda uncertain so i think thats all for now😅