Smile
My smile is just gone we all have that fake smile and we don't notice when we do fake smile but we know that we are not happy the person that mad me smile was my ex boyfriend we broke up because we just did not feel like we were good as girlfriend and boyfriend so we ended as friends and we were good friends but then we stopped talking for 3 months a lot had happened he lost a friend because he died and I got sexually assaulted but I did not tell him that so 3 months passed he got a girlfriend and slowly went away he stopped texting me then stopped looking at my stories then he blocked me and he went away completely I never really talk to him again I was mad at first at the fact that he left and I wasn't mad because last In the year I met a guy who worried about me and gives me all his attention but once in a while I think of my ex because he mad me truly smile we joked a lot and it was fun.
@friendlyShade2009
Welcome to seven cups, thank you for opening up and trusting , and for your strength. Its hard when we had good people in our lives and for one reason or another, it didn't work out and we find ourselves thinking about them. I'm so sorry to hear that you were sexually assaulted, that is heartbreaking and I'm so sorry it happened to you. You have been through so much and it will take time to process it all but you deserve not just attention, you deserve someone who truly sees and hears you, and makes you feel supported and uplifted, because you matters. And I genuinely hope that your smile returns one day soon and it's a real one, you deserve that 💜🥰