There sre so many posts and people to help, so many possible directions, so many advices. People can go anywhere anytime. The world is boundless.
i have too much timeto, just study. I stay awake untill 11 am, i start over. I dont even check where my life is going. College is going, I am getting older and I am not sure the stuff I am doing will help me stay alive. I am so rarely a social person. My teeth smell. I used to hsve beetter theeths but i started smoking and now its all rouined. I never show up to people. I stopped countinf on them. I think they think I am not accountable but i just cant show up. I am just too old for that. Many times i ridiculed myself and I donr know if i should stop trying and keep going where I am slowly going by repeating the same choices or just stop it. I started taking bulk powder regularly to intake proteins and carbs, is that bad? I havent left the house and i keep messaginng my "friends" but never showing up. I put fhe bare minumum effort in anything. I think if i just didnt have a mirror in front of my bad i cannot move it would be better.
@ChipotleHuman hi ❤ it sounds like you got quite a lot going on in your mind, I think if we didn't have to think things would be much easier🙂 socializing isn't easy for lots of people, and motivation is not as easy as some people make it look. You know when you get older you get richer🤑 silver hair, gold teeth, bronze under the eyes, so don't be ashamed of embarrassed by your teeth or any other part of you, you look amazing no matter what. I hope people here give you all the support you deserve and need ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤