Will I ever find someone?
Hello. I recently lost contact with my best friend of years. She was my person. We shared everything, we knew everything about each other. I had my boyfriend at the time and he made me feel better. Made me feel not alone. Then he left me a month later and that hurt more than ever. I lost two of my closest people. People I loved. People I texted whenever something happened. People I spent my hours with. Both my best friends. I feel really alone. I have no one now. I hate it when people say theyre here for me but they arent. I text no one. Call no one. Hang out with no one. I just want a deep connection like those two. I dont know If I can find one again. I am already graduating highschool.
@marijyyy hey, I'm really sorry that you lost contact with your best friend and boyfriend, that must been heavy for you 🙁 but you're still here, and still trying instead of bottling things up, that shows how much real connections mean to you, life has ways to make us meet new and amazing people in the least expected moments.
Hang in there, and please be gentle with yourself while you're in this phase ❤️ you're safe here, and you truly matter 💖 I hope this space brings you a little comfort. Sending you lots of love and *hugs* 🐾💕
