Will i ever find a real friend?
Hello. Recently Ive lost contact with my closest friend for years. We shared everything and knew everything about each other. It hurt, but I had my boyfriend at the time. He made me feel better just to leave me a month later. Now I feel really lonely. Ive changed multiple friends from years, grown out, lost contact.. but I feel so behind. Everyone has someone and now I have no one. I am sick of people saying theyre here for me and then procing otherwise. I miss my people. I dont know if I can make new connections deeper than the old ones. I am already graduating highschool.
I went through something sort of like this last year, and it felt horrible. But I believe you will find a stable person in your life who will always be there for you. Who knows who you will meet in college or at whatever job you go on to do? There are some incredible people in this world and I'm sure you will run into one of them at some point. Happy graduation and wishing you luck.